Live your life in love.
Its not goodbye
Saturday, July 3, 2010

And what if I never kiss your lips again
Or feel the touch of your sweet embrace
How would I ever go on
Without you there's no place to belong
Well someday love is gonna lead you back to me
But 'til it does I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
Somewhere out there you thinking of me

CHORUS:
Until the day I'll let you go
Until we say our next hello It's not goodbye
'Til I see you again I'll be right here rememberin' when
And if time is on our side
There will be no tears to cry On down the road
There is one thing I can't deny It's not goodbye

You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it through
And rise above when the rain falls down
But it's so hard to be strong
When you've been missin' somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
But time takes time and I can't hold on
So won't you try as hard as you can
To put my broken heart together again

CHORUS

Still cant sleep
Sunday, June 27, 2010

Sumtimes we want to be love n most of the time we just break it. i get so confused that i always ask myself where am i going.. its been 2 straight days tt i cant sleep.. its not bcos of some work reason its bcos im missing sumone, Zirah had gone far away from me.. she even told me to fuck off from her life, i guess i totally tortured her to come back to me. i know its stupid orang dah benci tu blah jelah, but im totally stubborn i keep on lovin and beggin her to come back.. life is short why must i be sad, njoy life kalau ada tu ada kalau tkde then takdelah..
I always ask myself whats my mistakes n till now i couldnt find the answer, is it bcos she ade guy lain or bcos of the way i treat her.. cmonlah kite dah setahun lebih, i wann stay longer cos i did lots of memorable stuff with u, and i just cant forget it..
till now i still hope u can comeback to me.. but i know u nyer orang cam aner, once u make ur decision, u wont change it..
I still smile when i look at ur picture walaupn it hurts, i guess u r way betta without me..
Every story has a beginning, a middle and an end..
I just can forget u.. i totally admit tt i still in love with u no metta how bad u treat me after our break up..
Guess u r truly my dream girl..
I will always wait for u.. waiting for ur msges and call..
I Love u..
Keep Smiling..
I miss Tt..

This is the path im taking
Friday, June 18, 2010

This Liriks from 1 of my fav indo band.. its is kol Demi Cinta or For Love..
And the lyrics is totally what im feelin rite now.. Its about my relationship with her..
If shes reading this plz do read the liriks cos its really suit us..



Maaf, ku telah menyakitimu
Ku telah kecewakanmu
Bahkan ku sia-siakan hidupku
Dan ku bawa kau seperti diriku
Walau hati ini terus menangis
Menahan kesakitan ini
Tapi ku lakukan semua demi cinta
Akhirnya juga harus kurelakan kehilangan cinta sejatiku
Segalanya telah ku berikan
Juga semua kekuranganku
Jika memang ini yang terbaik
Untuk diriku dan dirinya
Kan ku terima semua demi cinta
Jujur, aku tak kuasa.
Saat terakhir ku genggam tanganmu
Namun yang pasti terjadi
Kita mungkin tak bersama lagi
Bila nanti esok hari
Ku temukan dirimu bahagia..
Izinkan aku titipkan rasa cinta kita selamanya..

This How It end.. But Still I Miss YOU
Wednesday, June 16, 2010

I remember every moment with her.. the time we smile, the time we cry, the time we laugh.
Every morning i used to wish for another special day.. every nite i wish for her voice to be the stars leading me to the gateway of peace.
But now that shes gone all i had left are traces of happiness, love and care. I never admit defeat in my entire life, but im defeated.. i had lost a great war, a war to protect my relationship.. a war to save a princess so that she can live happily in my arms, but sadly i had lost it..
Hazirah Johar.. the only girl that make me smile in my years of sufferin in NS.. Ns is hard but she makes it easy, she was always there..
She wants me to move on.. I wish i can dear, I wish i can..
But im afraid i cant.
I know its my fault, i should have treat u better.. And i failed as a boyfrewn and i failed as your soulmate..
But without you life isnt perfect..
Maybe this is the pain i have to suffer, i will endure it.. i try my best to live.. i try my best to smile again..
But this smile is nothing compare to the time im with you..

You are all i need. If you are reading this.. i want you to know im Sorry.. I really sorry dear.

I will always keep u in my heart.. 1 yr and 1 mth is not easy.. we gone through so much together.
No 1 can replace you.. No 1..

Z.A

Best GF
Saturday, September 12, 2009


Zirah dear, thankz for making my life special all this time..
5mthx together, never in this 5mthx i menyesal being with you..
I know kekadang i behave like a jerk..
I sumtimes pissed you of and it affects ur studies..
I realise that you deserve better..
You deserve a prince not me!!
But i deserve a princess like you..
I can never be a prince,
sal that prince must be someone special to be standing beside one of the most beautiful princess in the world..
But i thank GOD plus you cos the opportunity given..
This 5mths you had been great to me..
I had never feel so in love before..
Even my mum say she never see me as crazy about a girl before..
Nikita is nice, But Zirah is the best..
Zirah is like an idol to me..
Shes my everything..
No matter what she did at past..
I still Love her..
No Matter what you guys think or say about her..I still Love her..
No matter if i dun see her like how you guys see ur gf everytime..
I still Love her..
And even if one day we had to be seperated..
Hazirah will always be my best gf in my life till the day i got married..
BCOS I LOVE ZIRAH SO MUCH

~Love Vs Anger.. Love Wins~
Saturday, August 15, 2009

For once in my life i can say that i had lost in a battle
I know i always get angry, and will start to pissed off
I tend to release my anger to the people nearer to me
One of the innocent ones is HER..
NUR HAZIRAH
My 1 And Only Angel..
I pity her most of the time..
I know she always try her best to be a great girlfriend
But somtime things did not go as what we're expexted to turn out..
Things will suddenly change its path and the ending of the story is different..
We can only plan, but once we start writing different ideas come..
So my girlfriend gets angry bcos of this..
She wants to be there for me..
But sometimes she just cant..
That same goes to me..
When i started loving her, i plan to be the best of all of her past love..
This love story will be one of the best..
Not one of them..
But is the best...
Both of us always have different ideas..
Zaie is a guy yg cemburu kuat..
He try to hide it but Zirah sees everything..
Zirah is a girl yg...
I dun wanna say it bcos its my gf..
You guys reader dont have to know bout her..
Know about me!! Its my blog...
So both us see things differently..
Im so much positive thinker..
My angel know bout this..
On the other hand shes the other side of me..
She never think positive much..
But kuat cemburu is already negative Zaie!!
And every we 'bertengkar' we tend to say hurting words like..
Break! I Hate You!! You Are The Worst!!
But after that we still love what we had..
I love what i had..
I Had Her..
Walaupun gaduh or what.. I Did have her..
I did get a chance to Love Her..
I Did get a chance to be happy with her..
I may say the hardest thing...
But to continue hating or pissed off..
I Cant!!
Bcos my love for her is more than anything breathing in this world..
She will be my future..
I Love Her Now, Tomorrow, Forever...

~I Never Thought I Need You More Than Ever~
Sunday, August 9, 2009

No! was not my answer when people ask me..
"Do you love her?"
I answer with confident.
"Yes,I Love Her"
She is my heart, My Soul and my life..
I will do anything for her..
Even things that i never did before..
I want to know what my girlfriend loves and like..
I always thought that i knew her..
But theres something hiding inside her heart waiting to come out..
The only thing i have to do is find the key..
I may have her love and misses..
But i still did not have the precious treasure that is hidden deep within her heart...
Making her smile is dreams..
Making her cry or mad is a sin!!
But i never hide from mistakes..
Somtimes i did thing without thinking
Just hoping that she'll be 0k with it..
But No!!
Shes not ok with it..
I never feel so in love before..
But i feel it when i step into her castle gate..
When i see dead leaves and roses, when i see the princess is being curse to sleep
Am i the hero?? Or just the gardener of the castle..
Should i kiss her and wake her up??
Or just ignore her??
But because my love, i wanna see her eyes..
So i kiss her.. and she wake up..
Everything was beautiful..
But things did get nasty..
And tts when she forbid me to enter her castle ground..
Life was hard outside the castle..
I wanna be inside..
But if this is a punshment by the highness..
I will follow...
I will wait till the day she send her guards to find me in a forest..
To call me back to the castle..
And wish that i belong there...