Live your life in love.
~Keep Saying Bad Things, I'll Give You Bad Dream~
Saturday, June 13, 2009

I had been livin stressfully tis few days.. cant concentrate on my life at all
everythings been jumping up and down, totally exhausted with sumone..

I did not have a great week with dear.. We argued alot this few days, i dun know why..
Is it bcos i cant represent myself at all to her? or is it i ask alot of stupid things..
e.g: meetin her tis weekend...
But i nvr know tt she could be totally stress up with me.. I never wanna stress her, but why she always claim that i did?? whats the point??

I had try my best to be there for her... But sumtimes things happen i myself did not know why... i always thought by sitting down and talk like gf and bf, things would be handy.. but i dun know why its hard for her...
I never ask more than her love.. is it too hard?? She always says tt sum1 else outthere is betta than her!!
But i love u, till i drop dead infront of your eyes i will still hold on to ur hand.. Bcos i only adore u..
There may be millions outthere, but u r the only one i like..
I hate it when she says that.. i just feel why must she be so humble where else she knw tt i cant take my eyes of her... Relationship is not easy, its not like taking a candy from a baby..
But if others outthere can do it, we can do it...
They are human, we are too...

Another prob appear... That sickening girl..(Sheeka).
i thought she wont disturb me anymore.. but zirah dear prediction was rite.. she still fucking stubborn...
She said bad things about my girl which i did not accept...
And as i was so mad yesterday.. i slap her..
A tight one!! She cry in pain..
It was not a game or joke.. it was true.. i slap her...

You know what sheeka.. i always respect u.. if i remember our past.. i always remember the sweet ones..
You were one of the best.. u always make me happy.. but u choose to end our r/s...
I did nt choose tt.. you always buang me, then kutip me balik.. im not a part time guy...
If you rasa zirah take me from u, like how u claim rohani did.. then u r wrong..
I choose zirah... u want to hate us, go ahead!! but dun blame my gf... she tk knal u!!
blame me!! i will take responsibilty...
And anythin happen to zirah, and if it is bcos of u!! I promise myself , i will give u bad dreams till the day u lost ur everything...

U wanna play game, i join u..


You betta get lost!!